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title =Farewell to Friends with Benefits

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This story has no bearing to, or relation to anything resembling reality.
Names have been changed to protect the indecent.
Really, you should be doing something important, like beating Earthbound or looking at Monster Girls.
23/10/2012, never forget.
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name,
I woke up in my apartment. I'd fallen into sleep mode watching television again.
It'd been a rough few days at work. Sleeping at home and waking up at night - what kind of existence was this? I felt the aches and pains in my arms, and winced.
Looks like another lazy evening of watching crappy television and trying to pretend I was relaxed.
Sighing, I turned my attention forward and was mildly surprised when the screen turned on at just my gaze -
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And more surprising was what was there. Something I did not recall, except in hazy memories...
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name,CeeFax
"B-big bro, internet. It's been a long time..!"
name,Internet
Ah, it was my little sister, CeeFax! I hadn't seen her forevor - no, I could barely recall her face. It was almost as if I was suffering convenient amnesia... But of course I wasn't.
That would be stupid.
Oh, about what she just said - Even though she was more widely known at the time, I was older by a few years. Now though, it seems like only a few people remember her...
"Hey, CeeFax. What are you doing around here? Let me get you a Dr. Cola or something."
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"No thanks, big bro. I was just wondering how you've been - we barely talk, anymore. I've sent you all sorts of letters! About all the things you used to like..!"
"Weather and politics and sports statistics and finances..! Nothing is good enough for my brother!"
name,Internet
Ignoring the pride in her voice, it was hard not to realize that CeeFax had grown up - she'd always been a bookish child, having a lot of interest in just about everything.
Similar to me in a way, but now things were different. CeeFax had kept her innocence, in a lot of ways... Me, my job dictated that I could only focus on a few things.
But while I was thinking this, I was surprised to find out that CeeFax had become angry.
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"But - but, now you don't have time for those, anymore. You don't have time for anything or anyone, except yourself!.. And, you, you waste it all day looking at cat photos and porn!"
name,Internet
CeeFax was nearly in tears. She didn't wear any makeup, so it wasn't as obvious - she was good at hiding them, normally. But now they were flowing full and freely.
... She was right of course, but wasn't that my business? I had to juggle the economy of nations, and even if she'd had a taste of that in her prime, what right did she have to judge?
Still, making my little sister cry... That was a sin, like the sin we are all born with.
Actually, that's bullshit, but I hear it a lot, and thought it sounded cool.
What is a big brother supposed to do in this situation, anyway?
"There, there."
I said it with the minimum amount of comfort calculated to be effective. We hadn't spoken in ages after all, and I just didn't feel as if CeeFax would ever truly feel like my sister.
Which was of course how things were - we weren't really brother and sister, not blood-related. It's just that we grew up so close, everyone thought we'd never be apart.
Hah.
Imagining such naive fantasies now, I...
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Maybe I was crying a little bit, but I was the older sibling, and better at hiding things.
Still, CeeFax kept shaking. She was really angry - and sad, too. Looks like I hadn't been comforting enough. Or maybe trying to comfort her was the wrong choice, and would lead to a bad end.
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"Big bro! Stop thinking about your stupid dating-sims, stupid! Look at me! Just, for once in your life, look at me!"
name,Internet
It would have been impossible to ignore the sorrow in her voice, so I turned my gaze back towards from where it had been looking at the previous background bg.
... What I saw was heart-rending.
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name,Ceefax
"... I'm an adult now, Internet. We've known each other since we were children, but do you-"
"Do you hate me that much that you can't even look at my body? Is that why you never responded to my letters?"
"Is that why, even when I wonder what you do at night, you're too busy masturbating to pictures of big-breasted titty monsters to even think of me?"
"Even if it was only as friends, it would be all right - but it seems like you don't even think anymore. About me, about the world, about anything..!"
name,Internet
She wasn't even trying to hide her tears anymore - CeeFax was a miserable sight. Not just her tears, but the way she was trying to entice me with porn that wasn't from her broadcasting pattern.
Damnit, did she think so little of me..?
But even while I was angry, I knew she was right. We hadn't talked for ages - years, maybe even decades.
More than that - I couldn't be mad at my little sister. Come to think of it... Why had she been gone for so long? A nervous feeling begin to crawl up my spine, and I wondered the significance of this night...
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Suddenly, CeeFax was on top of me - her twintails flowing down around my hips -
By the way, I'm changing this from port and dongle stuff for your benefit. You should be thankul for that - this is just one more thing I do for you at home.
... I'm so messed up, I'd probably get off to even that. Especially that.
And that's why CeeFax was still crying right now.
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"Brother... Can't you see that I've loved you?"
"I've always loved you."
"Even when people started to forget about me, and used you - I knew you blanked it out from your mind at first."
"How everything always seemed to involve the end-user instead of you."
"That terrible summer - the one you never talk about in public..."
"And how exhausted you are. Even then, I tried to calm you, bring you some measure of happiness..!"
name,Internet
Her tears had slid down off her cheeks and fallen onto my bare shoulders - her hips were straddling my thighs and I was aware of the uncomfortable pressure of her knee-high socks against my skin.
... This wasn't gonna end well.
name,CeeFax
"D-do you remember that time? When you were so sick, I took on every single conflict across the world, and condensed it for the masses? Just so you could recover a little bit? I did it in silence... For you!"
name,Internet
Her lips met mine, but I couldn't kiss back - I was paralyzed with doubt, indecision, and worst of all - the feeling that she was right. And that the worst was yet to come...
"I - I was busy, and you were just so far away. I mean, you only got coverage in Britain, right? I have to travel all across the world! That isn't easy, even for me! So don't, don't blame me!"
I yelled back at her, and CeeFax fell backwards, flat on her ass. 
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Splayed on the ground, her skirt wide open to give me a flattering view, I felt sick. Like garbage.
She'd crashed onto the floor, her head bumping against the cabinet and knocking a nearby vase to the floor. Pieces of glass stuck into her skin, but she didn't even seem to care.
Looking at me with glassy eyes, it was clear that CeeFax's last few days - perhaps years - had been nothing but suffering. And here, I had accused her, even as she opened her heart to me.
There was nothing left to do.
She slowly rose to her feet - 
And made her way towards the door.
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name,Internet
"... Hey, you baka. Don't go just yet."
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CeeFax turned as she felt my arm on hers, looking surprised, anguished - and hopeful.
"What sort of shitty big brother am I? To see my cherished little sister suffering after all these years, and not even tell her how I feel."
I carefully plucked the glass from CeeFax's arms, and then put on the cute Alice in Wonderland stylized bandages she always liked.
... They were pretty rare, these days, but I'd kept some around, just in case she ever came to visit.
...
"... Of course I love you, dummy. I'm not good with emotions. It's why I stay inside all day, even when I don't have to work. I- I've been hurt so many times, I've lost count."
"And - and-"
Now it was my turn to cry. I cried unashamedly, feeling the hot tears running down my cheek and onto the floor - and then onto CeeFax's comforting fingertips as they cleared my viewscreen.
Er, eyelids.
"Even trying to imagine you as anything but a sister - I got scared I might lose you, too. I work so hard - I thought if I did, maybe they'd never hurt you. Maybe they'd leave you alone instead..."
My fists clenched so tightly they lost all color. Or colour, since we're talking about British stuff here.
"... Instead of turning you into a joke, like I am. I can't even have a serious discussion anymore without people resorting to bringing Hitler into it! I - I'm tired, CeeFax."
"... I just want to go back to the old days. Where we would wander around with Antipope and play together among the fields. Do you... Do you still remember those days? I-"
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"I missed you, CeeFax."
"I love you."
Sinking into CeeFax's welcoming embrace, I felt the hot heat of her lips upon mine. They tasted of sweet cherry wine and the half-pound chocolates we'd shared as children.
Then, her embrace pulled me close, and I was keenly aware of the fact that, as I go shirtless in the comfort of my own home, my pecs were up against her elegantly clothed self.
She giggled as her fingers traced around the thin tones of my muscle as if she was painting a picture across my skin.
name,CeeFax
"Wow - I never thought you'd be so strong, Internet. Do you lift?"
name,Internet
As my response, I swept her off her feet and into my arms - it was a bit cheesy, but she laughed as if she were on top of the world.
The kiss I got in return was like lightning running through my body - I could feel the restrained love of years in that single moment, passionate and seemingly without end.
Then we were on the sofa, my fingers desperately and clumsily searching for however you were supposed to remove her insanely intricate clothes.
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CeeFax rustled out of them as if it were nothing, her skirt sliding off with a practiced ease and her layers of colored cloth falling to the ground. Her bra opened from the front with a snap, revealing the perky breasts that showed just how much she'd grown up.
I kissed each tenderly, my fingers finding their way around them as she unhooked my pajama bottoms and sent them to the floor with a slight laugh that trailed into a quiet gasp.
My tongue circled around her right nipple as her fingers found her way across my boxers, still tracing as if searching for something she thought she'd never find.
I could feel them on my rising length even through that thin fabric - tapping and moving lightly, teasing with how well they'd fit around my shaft.
Not yet though. Grinning, I paused to look up at CeeFax with a mischievious smile.
She looked down at me as if curious - she didn't know anything, yet.
I kissed every inch of her body - from her lips down to where her plain brown thighhighs caressed the entrance to her most intimate place.
As my fingers teased her entrance there, I could hear her head roll back and her breath begin to pant. I took my time teasing her, moving my fingers across her slit without sliding them in...
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Then my lips reached her pussy, and slowly I slid my tongue into her, savoring her taste as she sighed wistfully. I could feel her fingers gripping into my shoulders as I lapped up her sweetness-
My tongue moving quickly as if to drink up every part of her, so we might always be together.
She had began to sweat and was making no secret of how much she was trembling now - both with lust, and a secret desire that had been with her - with both of us - for who knows how long.
Finally, as her hips begin to shudder around my face, I could barely contain myself any longer - I needed her, needed some concrete way to show her how we would never be alone again.
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CeeFax shivered as I slowly leaned my face back, licking my lips before climbing slowly on top of her. I could tell that wouldn't be comfortable for her, and smiled wryly as she 'wrestled' me to the ground.
Her feet drifting to the side and trailing off my skin, she looked at my length with an undisguised lust - and then at my face with the same expression, mixed with something else I hadn't been able to find on my own.
Love.
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She teased me as I had teased her as she looked at me with that same expression- her fingers dancing around my shaft, already soaked with precum and desire.
I could tell she'd wanted this - her smile only widened as my hips thrust with the movements of her hand, and I could barely stifle a groan as she stopped - only to wait for a few moments...
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And start jerking me off again, more passionately, the tip of my dick being milked so hard by her hands that I thought I might lose control then and there, coming into her heavenly grip.
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Of course she wouldn't let that happen - we'd both waited too long for this. Slowly - almost unwillingly - she seperated her fingers from where they were pumping my dick-
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Kissing me again passionately, her tongue dancing with mine, before leaning back to lick the seed off her fingertips.
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Neither of us said anything, before she slowly slid me inside of her.
Even as soaking wet as she was, it was a tight fit - I could tell it was a little uncomfortable for her, at first.
Was she a virgin..?
A stupid question. It doesn't matter either way, and I wouldn't tell you even if you asked. We'd both had other lovers in the past - but this moment felt different, right.
A tiny smile lit up her face like a candle as she smiled at me - I was fully inside her, the pressure of her walls against my manhood almost enough to cause me to come right there.
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Then, slowly at first, she begin to move up and along the length of me, the opening of her hips moving rhytmically with my gasps. 
The discomfort she had felt slowly turned to pleasure as her tiny gasping breaths met my cheek, then my lips.
Her tongue danced with mine like it needed me, like she was scared that she might wake up at any time. I could feel my fingers digging into her back - and her nails leaving marks in mine.
She was riding me so hard that every movement of our hips was staining her slit and my dick white with our mutual need -
Yet still, she waited until her hips were at the very head of my girth before slamming back down, more furiously every time. I could feel my eyes rolling back in my head.
It was all I could do not to come then and there.
"CeeFax... I-"
She said nothing and sealed my lips with hers once more - then her legs entwined 'round mine, the silky material of her thighhighs mixing with her sweat and her need as I came inside of her.
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Laughing, she wasn't done yet, still riding my length even as it tried to protest - then resolutely hardened again, the pleasure from her warm tightness too much to resist.
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"Do you know... How bad... I've wanted this?"
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It took her ages to gasp even that much out, her twintails dancing around her face in whips of brown strands - even meeting her eyes was difficult, but it was even more difficult to look away.
I tried to frame a response, but at that point CeeFax stood up, gasping in protest as my cock slid from her hole and flopped against my stomach -
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And turned around, lowering herself back onto my chest and guiding me back into her slowly, with her head turned to me so that I could see her coy grin.
Her eyes sparkled, and then she turned away -
I could see every movement of her breasts as they shook with my hips crashing against hers. I could see her back arch and thrash around as she fucked me so passionately, it was hard to see.
I could occasionally make out her face through that lust-filled haze, crying with happiness and desire and satisfaction all at once, cheeks red and breath uneasy.
Trying to hold myself back, I moved away as she rocked the weight of her hips down against mine - CeeFax simply sped up to compensate, somehow managing to engulf all of me with every thrust...
And yet never once slowing down. 
We needed each other, and that need didn't end even as I came again, filling my sister's already dripping snatch with the white stain of my lust.
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My dick slid out of her, some of my seed getting tangled in the shaved curls of hair that framed her entrance. I felt pleased as I watched our juice drip out of her -
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She turned to me with an innocent smile and finally stopped riding me, collapsing onto my stomach with a content sigh.
name,CeeFax
"... I'll always love you, Internet. I - I don't know what else to say, other than that. No matter what happens to you or I - we'll be together forever."
name,Internet
It wasn't a question, but a statement of fact. Through thick and then, the two of us had never forgotten one another - and no matter what happened now, we would never be apart.
"... That's right, sis. Come what may, I'll always be here for you. It - it feels a little funny to say that, but..."
We both laughed - it was a little cliche, a little cheesy - and absolutely true.
As she toyed with my hair between her fingers and we both grew tired, CeeFax whispered something in my ear, quietly.
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"Goodbye... Brother... I love you."
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"CeeFax?"
It was the first word I managed as I got up. It was as if last night had never happened - all that remained were several tissues - rolls of tissues - in the garbage.
We must have run out at some point, because one of CeeFax's cute pink-ribbon lined handkerchiefs' was there, as well - soaked with the telltale signs of the prior evening.
She hadn't had to do that - clean up for me, for us. I didn't mind it - but more still, there was a quiet feeling in the air.
Something was wrong.
I felt the aches and pains in my arms, and winced.
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Turning to the television, I hesitated, then flicked it on. Just the normal news of course - and then I realized something was missing.
Desperately, I flipped from channel to channel, trying to remember our 'secret handshake' - the way to find her wherever she was.
And when I tried that... Nothing.
Finally - I tried the last and only thing I knew.
What I found was...
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So that was that, then.
Of course it had been her 'last night'. 
The last night she could say farewell to me - because the bastards had taken her off line.
I felt a lot of emotions all at once - but I didn't feel sadness.
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Perhaps regret - regret that I hadn't told her anything sooner.
But we hadn't spoken lies to each other last night - I knew that much. As I dug her handkerchief out of the trash, I realized it hadn't been used to clean either of us up-
She had wrapped it around a tiny box, one which she had perhaps felt conflicted around. Carefully peeling the handkerchief from the box and placing it on the bedside cabinet, I opened it up.
Inside was a ring made of folded paper, and a simple note.
"I love you - forever. Whatever may come, that love will stay."
Her signature in boldface font made me smile. She had never had lady-like penmanship, but I liked that about her.
And besides - I felt the tiredness in my body.
As it was, the days of my youth are coming to an end.
Even if 'I' live on well into the future, the prime of my existence as I am now is long gone.
Soon, I'll go wherever CeeFax went, after setting my affairs in order so that people can find what they need when they need it.
... I'm not heartless, after all.
My eyes closed, I clenched the note to my body in one hand, and CeeFax's handkerchief in the other.
Then, I took a walk outside my house.
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The air out here was clearer, more fresh. Everything seemed at once more vivid, and more nostalgic. I think, in the distance, I could see CeeFax waving at me.
With a little skip in her step, she walked over to me, and we got on my vespa.
And with that, we rode off into the endless blue - perhaps never to return.
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name,
Thanks for playing. /Oldfriend
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